Sunday, October 7, 2007. 10:31am
I am building a world for you.
Saturday, October 6, 2007. 10:17am
Still soul searching. Still looking for it.
Wednesday, October 3, 2007. 11:13pm
It took twenty five years of life, but, goddamn, my farts stink.
Monday, October 1, 2007. 12:40am
Burning bridges, burning bridges.
Sunday, September 30, 2007. 7:48am
One foot in front of the other. Step. Step. Step step. Stumble. Don't fall. Don't fall. Keep going, all is moving. Hail the goer.
Friday, September 28, 2007. 8:22am
Happy Birthday, Emily Jane!
Thursday, September 27, 2007. 7:57am
Cut the shit out of my hand breaking out of my truck last night.
Tuesday, September 25, 2007. 9:57am
I was up working at six this morning. It's about ten now, I've already put in four hours, which is half a day, and my day hasn't even started.
Monday, September 24, 2007. 7:39am
I feel pretty goddamned betrayed this morning. By them Bears.
Friday, September 21, 2007. 8:24am
These are the kind of days I lived when I was homeless.
Thursday, September 20, 2007. 10:47am
Despite its many and obvious downsides, sometimes I just don't mind waiting.
Sunday, September 16, 2007. 11:34pm
I just found out that Robert Jordan died. Without finishing The Wheel of Time. I am, of course, sad. I am thoughtful about Charles Shultz. And about life's work. Death is devistating, but is it more so when things are left undone? Things, though, could never be fully done, no matter the end.
Sunday, September 16, 2007. 11:34pm
Dammit, I missed the game today not once, but twice.
Friday, September 14, 2007. 1:59pm
It's a weird thing have Todd Presson's phone number in your phone.
Tuesday, September 11, 2007. 2:32am
All I want to do is stay up late. And sleep in late. And do good work. But not too much work. And tonight, while I sit awake, I want to stay young forever.
10:23pm
It really is easier to ignore how awful your day has been when there's a dog at home waiting for you.
Saturday, September 8, 2007. 11:47pm
"Holy shit."
"Life altering events."
Friday, September 7, 2007. 11:11am
Thursday, September 6, 2007. 9:03am
Why can't I sleep? This sucks.
10:47pm
Josh Preston made me give away one of my pens today. That kid is an asshole.
Monday, September 3, 2007. 3:46pm
Just like everyday I think I've gotten something done at home, the honest truth is, I really haven't. But I do feel better.
Sunday, September 2, 2007. 11:11am
Happy Birthday, Joshua Lawrence Retzer!
Saturday, September 1, 2007. 9:29pm
The thing about scripts is that you have to read them. And that's always rough.
Thursday, August 30, 2007. 10:12am
I might get drunk, but I sure as shit still get up in the morning. Who is this man that I am?
Tuesday, August 28, 2007. 10:51pm
I turned on the radio today. I have no idea why I did that.
Friday, August 24, 2007. 7:49pm
I feel like I should say something more substantial here. Today is not that day.
Thursday, August 23, 2007. 9:21pm
Fresh Air laughs into my iTunes library? Shit, that sucks.
Wednesday, August 22, 2007. 9:25am
It might be a little strange, but my most enjoyable nights are the ones that are getting quieter and quieter.
Tuesday, August 21, 2007. 9:02am
I wanted to beleive in Grossman. I really did. But things like that make it hard.
Tuesday, August 20, 2007. 12:12am
"Love it a beautiful thing. We all need it like water."
-Bell
Thursday, August 16, 2007. 9:45pm
I've loved John Madden ever since he circled that baby.
Tuesday, August 14, 2007. 10:43am
My printer has started giving me shit.
Monday, August 13, 2007. 9:46am
So my scalp hurts for some reason now.
Friday, August 10, 2007. 10:47am
Had a dream last night about a USB hub. That almost matched my smiley face. Weird.
6:38pm
Happy Birthday, Josh 'Kentuck' Preston!
Friday, August 10, 2007. 10:47am
Dream last night where I was fighting in a church, I think. I was perhaps a holy warrior. Or a sacrilegious one. And then, you know, something else I forget. Something completely different.
Tuesday, August 7, 2007. 12:55pm
Awkward moment this morning when Brad and Rachel's landlord knocks on the door. And I come to the door shirtless, with my pants undone. "We're here to show the appartment." Oh. "Sorry, I'm a friend of Brad's. Give me just a moment."
Sunday, August 5, 2007. 8:47pm
I think I just got fired today.
Saturday, August 4, 2007. 8:42pm
Friday, August 3, 2007. 5:21am
I missed my train yet again today.
11:11pm
Happy trails, Laura Hamm. I'm sure I'll see you again.
Thursday, August 2, 2007. 2:34am
I felt really good that I was able to use my power to get both Kristina Fluty and Natalie Williams backstage today. It's nice to use my powers for good.
Monday, July 30, 2007. 10:53am
I don't honestly know where that football came from but I'm glad I got it.
10:53pm
Oh! I channeled these. You can tell because they make goddamned sense.
Sunday, July 29, 2007. 9:23am
Had some crazy theatre dreams last night. Like being on a ladder with the main up. Then the main comes in, and bounces a bunch. I'm kind of rigging to a pipe. From a ladder. At intermission. And when we bring the pipe in we only bring in half the pipe. Because the pipe is split at center. And somehow only half of it flies.
Saturday, July 28, 2007. 6:37pm
One thing I like about stamps these days is that they're stickers.
Friday, July 27, 2007. 11:48pm
I'm not going to lie to you, this is why I do, in many ways, claim that we shouldn't get to close to people. Because offense can be taken. Can be taken so easily. And all of these circumstances are honestly outside of our control. But I feel used and she feels abused and we're both right. And we're both wrong. If I could start over I suppose I would. But done is done.
Thursday, July 26, 2007. 11:55am
There is something about the lighting in my shower that makes the difference between the taned and un-taned areas of my feet much more dramatic.
Wednesday, July 25, 2007. 4:57pm
This loneliness is what I'm fighting for. Funny.
Tuesday, July 24, 2007. 6:39pm
I've got bug bites all over the damn place (by that I mean my feet).
Monday, July 23, 2007. 6:01am
I guess these tabs are the way of the future. Maybe I should try to embrace them.
Saturday, July 21, 2007. 11:47pm
I bought me an iPod today. For the ride home. Seemed like the thing to two. However, two episodes of This American Life in a row sure did make me want to drive forever.
Saturday, July 21, 2007. 11:47pm
I had been thinking about sleeping outside. Just out. Shows how much time I've spent in the city.
Sunday, July 15, 2007. 7:23pm
Happy Birthday, Sarah Drake!
Saturday, July 14, 2007. 9:47pm
Dominating at pool basketball with Monica's family.
Friday, July 13, 2007. 10:48pm
Happy Birthday, Danielle Lebens!
Thursday, July 12, 2007. 8:57pm
Happy Birthday, Paul Anderson!
Wednesday, July 11, 2007. 2:45pm
Happy Birthday, Lyndsey Ogle!
11:00pm
59% Geek
Tuesday, July 10, 2007. 8:36pm
Perhaps jetlagged.
Monday, July 9, 2007. 9:06am
Back in the States. Not hungry. Going to a movie in a couple of hours. Up a bit too early. Emotions mixed.
Friday, July 6, 2007. 11:45pm
"And did the Senate accomplishing by killing Caesar? Fifteen years of civil war and Octavian still ended up as emperor. Even in Roman times no one was to be put to death without a trial. Caesar had no trial. And the Senate engaged in an act of violence, the same act that they were supposed to be protecting the people from. So what did the people learn? That democracy is really no better than having a blood-thirsty tyrant on the throne."
Wednesday, June 20, 2007. 8:49pm
Happy Birthday, Monica Foskett!
Monday, June 18, 2007. 9:04am
Could not get to sleep last night. Took me over an hour. Rough way to live.
11:00pm
Maybe this is the feeling of my dreams dying? (Could I be more melodramatic?)
Saturday, June 16, 2007. 11:47pm
So I've been doing a lot of talking today, and I've come to the conclusion that I'm basically an emotionally needy person.
Friday, June 15, 2007. 9:10am
I went to go see 28 Weeks Later last night. And I think I have to say that the opening sequence is one of the best zombie scenes I've ever seen. Also, I had an odd dream about my speed wrench breaking.
Thursday, June 14, 2007. 4:266pm
Did a lot of walking today. Have decided that I need new shoes for Europe.
Sunday, June 10, 2007. 10:18pm
Let's be honest here, for just a second. There's really no reason to hang out with people like that if you're not going to get drunk. Really. None.
Saturday, June 9, 2007. 10:46am
Had some pretty violent dreams last night. Some of which having to do with me being Aes Sedai. Most of which I'm glad I don't remember right now.
Tuesday, June 5, 2007. 8:51am
Look at that: Spring!
11:24pm
Good god, I am so fucking tired. And scared.
Monday, June 4, 2007. 12:19am
Not only did I party at the nighbor's tonight, but I left my door open the whole time.
Saturday, June 2, 2007. 5:58pm
Went to the Mayfest here in Lincoln Square today. KP is in town, one night, standing room only (SRO!).
Friday, June 1, 2007. 1:24pm
Remember a bit about dreams last night. Mostly me wearing Josh's Kentucky hoodie. Actually, that's all.
Tuesday, May 29, 2007. 1:14pm
Fuckin' hardcore good times. Don't want to clean my house at all right now. And, guess what? I'm not gonna.
Sunday, May 27, 2007. 11:46am
Rough night for my glassware last night. Great night for me.
Saturday, May 26, 2007. 11:51am
This is nice, waking up at noon at home.
12:49pm
"I always loved the idea that the audience was able to make up their own mind. I always said the best thing you can do is don't write a story. Bombard the audience with image and take ten people and asked them what happened in that show and they'll tell you ten different things."
-Alice Cooper
Friday, May 25, 2007. 10:45am
It's funny how much I'm addicted to being in touch with people. How I just expect it. How I'm not sure what to do without it.
Friday, May 25, 2007. 10:45am
I don't know how long it's been since I slept with my contacts in. I do know how long it's been since I tossed it from drinking. And that was here, again, in DeKalb. And that's what the boonies are too me, I suppose, a letting go of reserve, of drinking too much and being carried home. And that's okay by me. Congratulations, Aaron! Congratulations, Monica! Congratulations, self!
Tuesday, May 22, 2007. 11:49pm
I knew exactly what he was talking about. Exactly. But it was weird as I remember that rush my sophomore year of college. I remember the day outside, the feeling in the dorm room that I lived. The idea that I could, really, make a living at this. What's more, I remember not having four and a half kids at the time.
Monday, May 21, 2007. 8:27am
Had me some crazy-weird dreams last night. Not going to go into it, because I'd rather forget it.
Friday, May 18, 2007. 12:06pm
The sun rises on another day.
Tuesday, May 15, 2007. 8:01pm
Still offically tired about this weekend. Still that drunk tired.
Monday, May 14, 2007. 9:22am
Had a rather terrifying dream last night that I somehow broke these new-ish glasses.
Sunday, May 13, 2007. 11:47pm
It is the perfect tempature right now. I was trying to detect some sort of feeling from the air around me just now. Some feeling of hot or or cold, but I got nothing. It was like I was floating with my feet on the ground.